Saturday, March 20, 2010

Endorphin in messenger

I've done it. I sent the message and I thought none of them would reply, but life is full of surprises.. And I've  just recently received it.

This is the full of hope message that I sent which is full of grammatical errors as usual.

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Hello Marc, Nice to meet you.



I am Tim (female, 20), from Malaysia. I am an undergraduate student, studying psychology =)


I get to know you from a video you posted in youtube about Tourette's syndrome. I am truly touched by your brave encounters with life. :)


I am taking biopsychology for this semester, and I came across - "Tourette's syndrome ". I am very curious about it, because in my country, TS is not well-known. I hope to know more about TS, and how people with TS cope with everyday life challenges.
Because TS is not well-known in my country, I decided to conduct a research study on TS. I wonder if you could help me out in my research study.
It would be great if you could share how you battle your medical condition.
If you have any doubts, you can ask me. =) Hope to hear from you soon...

Siew Tim

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After two weeks.. He replied. YES !!!! The message:


Hey Siew Tim!

I am so sorry that I haven't been able to write you sooner (life has been crazy--in a good way of course). I love to help you with your research. Do you have skype by chance or I can answer some of your questions through email. I know you've seen my youtube video but hopefully that provided a lot of answers for you. Sorry again for my delay and talk to you soon.

Always,

Marc Elliot

 -- "Live and Let Live" WhatMakesYouTic.com


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In a way, I felt that I annoyed him. Did I? Now that he agreed to help me, I dont know how to reply, what to say.. Help me  >.< 
Hmmm... are tokens needed in this case???

Oh ya.. this is the link of the video from youtube. I tried to put the video in here, but my real player is not working..


Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Asks

This fri got class? Because is a holiday.

Friday, February 19, 2010

Torn Apart (EDITED)

"Torn Apart" is a true story based on Hal Friedman's son (Cory Friedman), who suffers from a rare and extreme combination of Tourett's syndrome, Obsessive-Compulsive-Disorder (OCD) and anxiety. This story is brilliantly written by James Patterson with the help of Hal Friendman to illustrate how Cory battles his medical conditions to lead a normal life.

Cory Friedman was like any average child who was actively involved in outdoor activities, until he was five years old where he could no longer experience company of his friends playing games with him. Rather he was accompanied by loads of pills to treat his medical conditions. It all started with an irresistable head turning tic to one side of his shoulder, followed by an upward thrust of his body which caused him to land heavily on the floor and an involuntary face twitching. Cory Friedman was then diagnosed with Tourett's syndrome. A medical condition which he had no control over his own body's movements. Doctors had prescribed him different pills to treat his medical condition, however, none of them worked.

Despite swallowing different pills a day which had different side effects, Cory was very determined to go to school. However, he was teased and misunderstood by teachers who thought he was making a fool of himself to disrupt the class. Cory's desire to please the teachers was so strong that he soon developed OCD. He was unable to complete his works as he was constantly disturbed by his thoughts of imperfections in all of his assignments. Nobody understood him and nobody wants to be with him except for his wonderful, patient parents.

Cory Friedman was unable to complete high school, and he dropped out of school before the final exams. He became an alcoholic, because it was only alcohol which managed to numb his feelings and bizzare behaviors. When all medicines failed to work on his medical conditions, he gradually picks himself up to attended a "self-help" camp. After the taining, he came out strong after the training and determined to continue his studies. His hard work paid off after re-attending junior high and high school. Not only did his ace all his subjects, he balso ecame one of the top-students in his school.

Cory Friedman's book was truly a miracle. His determination and will power serve as an encouragement and motivation to many out there who have lost hope in life.His victorious battles with his medical conditions light up many heart-broken souls who encounter numerous failures in life and instills optimistic thoughts in them. As he said:"Life is not a failure, unless you give it up yourself". His brave encounters with life will always serve as my pushing force to live life to the fullest with no regrets.

Monday, February 15, 2010

English Class

Firstly, I would like to wish you..
Happy Chinese New Year

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HAPPY VALENTINE


Ok.. Now, the classes... Hmm~ on (Wed + Thurs + Fri + Sat) I am quite sure that I am Free.

All the following days I can attend classes in the morning. (^-^)v
At anytime...
But, preferably..
930am to 1130am                          [or]                         500pm to 7pm

Ps: If there are other slots, I dont mind. Let me know ya.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Curiosity kills

If I hadn't woke up early in the morning to go to dad's office, I wouldn't see my latest MUET results. I thought the slip was posted wrongly to someone's house, because I've waited for months and had not receive it. Today while I was printing some documents in my dad's office, I came across this familiar piece of paper clipped under some stacks of letters. I pulled out that piece of paper, and realised that my dad had the MUET slip all along. I knew that I had FAILED miserably and had disappointed everyone, but, I am still curious of what I scored for those components which I DID turned up for.

Listening                                                                         36/45
Speaking                                                                        33/45
Reading                                                              ABSENT/ 120 (missed)
Writing                                                                          46/90 (arrived late)
Aggregated Score                                                       NIL/300

My dad found out that I successfully "dug out" that slip, he just patted my shoulder and walked off to get a cup of coffee. He did not scold nor yell at me, I knew that he don't want me to look at that FAILED SLIP, because I will be deeply affected. Now, i am deeply affected.
He knew that in school, I was upset and stress about the whole "MUET EXAMINATION". It was because my course mates either passed with desirable bands or had registered for the upcoming exam. He knew I was scared because my course mates are all fluent and good in english. He hid the slip to protect my ego.

Now, I've faced the fact. I am a NIL. No band score, but a NIL.

What should I do now?

Friday, January 22, 2010

Freegans (Edited)

People nowadays are not bothered much with the amount of wastage created. They work, spend, trash and buy again. It is a cycle that seems unavoidable and reasonable for them to waste. But a group of people that call themselves "freegans" think they have found a way out. They scavenge instead of buy, volunteer instead of work and squat instead of rent. But there's a catch - to live off the grid, they have to eat out of the trash. So, what exactly are freegans? What is their philosophy? What do they practice? Most of all what do you think about them after getting to know more about the freegans?


The existing group have its own philosophy. The freegans are usually driven by their anti-consumerist beliefs. The freegans believe that consumerism destroys the environment and degrades society. Furthermore, they also believe that deforestation, factory farming and unfair labor practices are a natural result of a profit-centered culture. They resist electronics upgrades and changing fashions. Moreover, they repair what they already own and trade items among themselves. Many of them use their spare time to volunteer, campaign for pet issues, teach repair workshops and, of course, scavenge. They also believe that society relies too much on oil. Some freegans convert their cars to run on biodiesel. Others walk or bike when possible.

Most freegans live in cities where trash is high quality and plentiful. New York City, with its density and wealth, is practically the capital of freeganism. Because freegans tend to concentrate in urban areas, most practice urban foraging. Freegans look for furniture or bags of clothing on curbsides, electronics in office dumpsters and food behind grocery stores and restaurants. They usually establish a routine - a set of dumpsters they visit weekly or even daily. Many learn when trash goes out and when dumpsters are unattended.

Many people critise freegans. There are advantanges and disadvantages of being a freegan. The advantages of being a freegan is that, one could prevent further pollution on the ecosystem, reduce the sum of cash spent on goods, and lessen the amount of food waste. Then again, being a freegan provides a negative image to the country, creates problems for supermarkets and presents a greater risk of developing health related illnesses. When there are tourists visiting a country and when they discover the existence of freegans, they might have a negative impression towards the country. The tourists might consider them as unhygenic and aggresive beings that are involved in risky behaviors. Thus, they will have negative impressions of the country, assuming that the country is unsafe to visit. However, freegans do not post threats to any authorities. Instead, they are the green rangers on mother nature. They often give to charities and minimize the usage of any items that could possibly damage the environment. The acts of freegans actually bring awareness to the public that there are too many wasted items that can be used. Therefore, being a freegan is actually not a bad thing.

Even though the scavaging of foods in supermarkets might create problem for the supermarket, the freegans are determined in their actions. Many stores discourage freegans because they are afraid of lawsuits from divers who get sick from discarded food. Thus, this worrying matter is often a problem faced by many stores. Although sell-by dates items discarded by the stores provide a general idea of when food will go bad, they are not safety dates. Therefore, freegans are not worried about diving through the garbage to hunt for food. By practising the lifestyle of freeganism, the amount of money spent on goods is greatly reduced, because freegans recycle and reuse dumped items by mending them. Furthermore, the practice of freeganism could reduce the money spent on garbage disposal services. Isn't that beneficial for the stores and the governments?

Lastly, food in dumpsters is contaminated by bacterial. It is said that the cause of most food-borne illnesses, can happen at any point: at harvest, during shipping or -- surprise -- while sitting in a dumpster. It is a fact that bacteria multiply most rapidly in the danger zone between 40 and 140 degrees Fahrenheit. However, many freegans claim they've never got sick from properly cleaned and cooked scavenged food. All they need to do is have the knowledge to hunt the food in a proper manner. For example, by only selecting food that are wrapped.

In conclusion, even though the idea of freeganism may sound unpleasant to many, they actually bring benefits to the country. The freegans do not harm the environment or splurge on unecessary goods and foods. Therefore, being a freegan is not a bad idea after all.

The Need to Preserving Our Heritage Buildings (edited)

Should we preserve the country's heritage buildings? It seems to us that it is not important to hold onto our heritage buildings, after all, what value do these buildings have? However, there are several significant factors that we need to consider with regards to our heritage buildings, because they provide a sense of identity, benefit the environment by reducing energy consumption, and aid in optimizing the existing infrastructures.

Firstly, the country's heritage buildings should not be demolished because the built environment provides a footnote to our histories, helping to identify our place as Malaysia, rather than giving others the idea of  "it is just another modern building". Historic buildings should be preserved because it gives us a glimpse of our past and lends character to our communities as well as serving practical purposes. There is a need to hold onto our heritage buildings because it is essential to understand our nation's heritage. Preserving our historical buldings would encourage more tourists to come visit our country. This is very beneficial to our country, as it promotes awareness to others and also aids in our country's economic advancements.

Secondly, the preservation of historical buildings is environmentally beneficial. By reusing existing buildings, historical buildings preservation is essentially a recycling program. Existing buildings can often be energy efficient through their use of good ventilation, durable materials, and spatial relationships. An immediate advantage of older buildings is that the buildings already exists; therefore energy is not necessary to create new building materials. In addition, the infrastructure is for such buildings is already in place. Minor modifications can be made to adapt existing buildings to compatible new uses. Systems can be upgraded to meet modern building requirements and codes. This not only makes good economic sense, but preserves our legacy and is an inherently sustainable practice.

Thirdly, our existing infrasturctures can be optimized by preserving our country's heritage buildings. By optimizing the existing heritage buildings, there is no need to build new roads, spend a sum of money on the sewer, the demolition and the new construction processes, and go through the hassles of getting approval from the government to build new buildings. Furthermore, the existance of usable space within the historical buildings provide for quicker occupancy.

Even though, the historical buildings need certain materials that are not readily available to restore some part of the originalof building, but, with the social network contacts extended throughout the world, these materials such as old growth wood is readily available. Although demolishing historical buildings to build newer ones could create a fresh impression, the process would certainly give out more hazardous substances harmful to humans and the environment. Why waste money on building new infrasturcture when we have the opportunity to optimize the existing infrastructure instead? In conclusion, we should hold onto our country's heritage buildings as they serve as a source of identity of our country, reduce the further damage done to our environment, and aid in optimizing the existing infrastructure.